On the Origins of the Women's Liberation Movement¹
from a Strictly Personal Perspective
by Jo Freeman aka Joreen

This was written in 1995 for The Feminist Memoir Project, ed. by Rachel Blau DuPlessis and Ann Snitow, New York: Three Rivers Press, 1998; a shorter version is in their book on pp. 171-196.

I backed into feminism through an intellectual route. Not that I lacked personal experience of discrimination which generated the proverbial "click" of so many of my contemporaries; I just didn't see it. As was true of others, I grew up believing that there were three sexes: men, women and me. Thus I was quite capable of carrying all of the stereotypes and biases about women which my culture fostered without making the personal connection or feeling demeaned thereby. I knew about women's place. I just didn't know my own.
Although born in the South at the end of World War II, I was raised in Los Angeles, mostly in the San Fernando Valley, home of the Valley Girls. In the McCarthyite fifties, with its emphasis on complete conformity, this was a good place to grow up white, middle-class and culturally deprived. I was not a Valley Girl. But growing up among them I learned, and believed, all the negative stereotypes about females in our society. Boys, clothes, and popularity seemed to be all the other girls cared about. Those few of us who were interested in other things -- learning, careers, politics -- kept to ourselves and kept our mouths shut. Fortunately, my mother knew this was not a nourishing environment and got me out of there by engineering my last minute graduation from high school at age 15. Two weeks after my sixteenth birthday she put me on a train to the University of California at Berkeley with a large trunk. Since the dorms and the boarding houses were full, I had to find my own accommodations. My mother believed in self reliance.
Berkeley in the early sixties was a great place to go to school. It was my personal and intellectual liberation. I still think of it as my spiritual home. But it wasn't a place where women, or their absence, were particularly noted. During my four years in one of the largest institutions of higher education in the world -- and one with a progressive reputation -- I not only never had a woman professor, I never even saw one.² Worse yet, I didn't notice. Even today, the student life is probably the most egalitarian experience a woman will ever have. Going to school teaches you that individual merit is what counts, as measured in grades, athletic and other achievements. On the surface that appears to be true. Discrimination is more subtle, more covert, than in the outside world; so much so that unless your nose is rubbed in it, you don't see it. I didn't see the absence of women professors, and if I was treated differently than my male colleagues, I didn't see that either.
When I entered college in 1961 the country was just emerging from the straightjacket of McCarthyism. The Civil Rights Movement was catching the public imagination with its dramatic defiance of the old order. A new, young, Democratic President was calling us to public service. The House UnAmerican Activities Committee -- that political enforcer of cultural conformity -- was in retreat. All things political seemed possible. Yet no one thought women were political. For example, abortion was not a public concern. We accepted the fact that it was illegal without question. If you got knocked up, it was your own damn fault. Child care was also a personal problem; the fact that it was a woman's personal problem never occurred to us. As for gay rights; most of us didn't know what "lesbian" meant. Those that did thought it was a mental disease. If there was a "women's issue" -- and no one my age thought there was -- it was whether or not a married woman should work if her husband could support her.

In June of 1966 the South exploded again. After James Meredith was shot trying to walk from Memphis, Tennessee to Jackson, Mississippi, the civil rights organizations took up his call to finish the walk. People from all over the country, even the world, joined the trek. Hosea sent the male staff to the March, leaving the women in Atlanta. New arrivals flooded the office; among them I found a woman with a car and filled it with other women. When we arrived in Memphis, Hosea looked at me, shook his head, and said "When Atlanta told me a car full of women had left, I knew it was you." He assigned me to stay with the March and phone in hourly reports to the public relations office.
As the days wore on under the hot Mississippi sun more and more white women began to complain, and since I was one of the few white female staff members, a lot of them complained to me. Black women may also have complained, but not to me. I heard the phrase "male chauvinism" for the first time; I didn't even know what it meant. Someone in the leadership had decided that women should only walk on the inside of a double march line. Each woman needed a male protector beside her; two women could not walk together. Men were not so restricted. No one believed this "protection" was real. Snipers would shoot from the inside where the bushes and trees were, not the outside where the Mississippi Highway Patrol kept the passing cars away. The inside line walked on the shoulder of the road where the rocks were; the outside walked on the asphalt. And none of the men who were so adamant about our need for protection ever offered us their sun hats or first place in the water line.
Nor were we protected from the men, who, when we camped for the night, became somewhat predatory. What is now called sexual harassment was then called "prove you believe in civil rights."
I certainly had heard this line before. But in my year in the southern movement it had seldom been more than a hopeful request. True, one white woman had been raped at an SCLC retreat the month before. I was not there but she and I had talked about it. Judy (not her real name) attributed her attack to the distribution of a paper entitled "Stresses and Strains on the White Female Civil Rights Worker" written by Dr. Alvin F. Pouissant. Based on Dr. Pouissant's treatment interviews with women during Mississippi summer, the paper said white women became civil rights workers either because they had a White African Queen Complex, or wanted to sleep with black men.⁵ The paper had been passed out at the retreat by Rev. Andrew Young because he thought it would help movement workers understand white women. A lot of the males at this retreat weren't seasoned SCLC staffers, but gang kids from Chicago, recruited by SCLC as part of its Chicago project. Judy and I thought the distribution of this paper by highly respected authority figures -- a psychiatrist and a minister -- was misinterpreted by the Chicago kids as legitimating sexual assault. Many of these same males came to the Meredith Mississippi March the following month. I thought they brought their crazy ideas about white women with them and spread them around.
Wanting to be neither "protected" nor "prey", women met nightly to discuss what to do. We made a few cautious complaints to the March leadership, but we accepted their response that they really had more important things to worry about than sex among the marchers -- who after all could just go home. We kept our complaints away from the press as our first loyalty was to the civil rights movement and we saw nothing productive from publicity. As women have done for eons, we endured in silence. But we did talk to each other. The nightly women's meetings resurrected my observation of a couple years earlier that the next big movement would be one of women. Little did I know that similar events were happening elsewhere in the country.
After the March, SCLC set up a voter registration and demonstration project in Grenada, Mississippi, and as usual, I was the only female staffer in it. On August 18, 1966 just as things were heating up, the Jackson Daily News, which billed itself as "Mississippi's Greatest Newspaper" exposed me in an editorial headlined "Professional Agitator Hits All Major Trouble Spots". The editorial didn't actually call me a Communist; it just accused me of working with Communists (Bettina Aptheker), participating in Communist organizations (SLATE -- a Berkeley student group), and advancing Communist causes (the FSM). There were a few errors. Among others, I was not 25 but only 20; I had not been involved in what was mistakenly called the Filthy Speech Movement. What prompted Hosea to put me on the next bus for Atlanta was not the editorial allegations, but the five photographs: front, side, hair up, hair down. "This thing makes you Klan-bait", he said. "We don't need more martyrs right now." For once, I didn't argue.
This was not my first "exposure" but it was certainly the worst. Excerpts from a report on the FSM by the California Senate Subcommittee on UnAmerican Activities had circulated in towns in which I was working. My four honorable mentions in it were rather innocuous, but as the Daily News editorial exemplified, could be interpreted to imply things that were not true. A few months earlier the Birmingham News wrote that I was one of three SCLC staffers under investigation by Alabama's HUAC, and the previous fall Stoney Cooks told me that an FBI agent had told Andy Young to get rid of me. While working in Grenada, northern summer employees of the federal Department of Health, Education and Welfare, sent there to investigate civil rights violations by hospitals, told me that local FBI agents said I was a Communist infiltrator. Since I was only a civil rights foot soldier, I found all this attention very puzzling. It was not until years later when the FBI's campaign to discredit Dr. King was publicized that I realized my small place in their scheme. And it was only then that I understood how a photograph of me speaking at the FSM building occupation in December 1964 appeared in a Mississippi newspaper in August 1966. I've often wondered if the FBI agents knew they were setting me up to be killed. They didn't care that I wasn't a Communist; I was a Democrat.⁶
This ended my usefulness as a civil rights worker, but I wasn't ready to admit it. Back in Atlanta I did chores for SCLC's press department, and then jumped at the chance to do chores for Coretta Scott King. As a subsistence worker who slept at the Freedom House, I was affordable. During the six weeks I worked for her my admiration grew. She was much more than a minister's wife and mother. Her personal ambitions and concerns had been stifled by Dr. King's prominence and the need to play her part in the civil rights movement, but they had not been lost; she had plans to move on her own interests when times were less intense. Before I left, my growing admiration led to another feminist "click." I realized that I was 21 years old, and she was the first woman I had ever met that I truly admired. What did it mean to live so long, and see so much, and only see men worthy of great esteem?

It was time to leave, but I was so emotionally attached to the movement that I found it hard to do. In October I flew to Chicago, where SCLC was trying to start a movement. Hosea wanted me to do the same institutional and demographic research I had done for him in Birmingham. The Chicago project was not successful, and SCLC eventually withdrew. What worked in the small towns of the South didn't fly in a big Northern city. In January I switched to a program run by the Urban Training Center for Christian Mission (UTC). Under sponsorship of the United Church of Christ, I spent the next six months as photographer and co-editor of the West Side TORCH, a community newspaper published by the West Side Organization. I loved this job, but UCC only paid $34.50 a week, and unlike my stint with SCLC, now I had to pay my own rent.
In the meantime, news of a new feminist consciousness was percolating. I didn't know about the October 1966 organizing meeting of the National Organization for Women until I read an interview with Dr. Alice Rossi in the Chicago Daily News. I wrote her a letter but received no reply. Over the next year I wrote a few more letters to NOW names in the news, including Betty Friedan, but, again, no reply. In the Spring of 1967 I met Barbara Likan, a German immigrant whose son was active in the anti-war movement. Barbara wanted to organize women, but had no idea how to do it. She gathered around her an eclectic group of men and women who met monthly to talk about how woman deserved more respect for her role as first educator. I wasn't impressed.
While I worked for the TORCH I looked for support to organize women. After hearing Saul Alinsky at a UTC workshop I asked if I could enroll in his Industrial Areas Foundation to learn how to organize. Women don't make good organizers, he told me. We might let you in, but you'll have to pay your own tuition of $10,000 per year. In July 1967 I applied to the Institute for Policy Studies, a New Left thinktank in Washington, D.C. which sponsored students who wanted to do political research and organizing. "I want to organize women", I told Art Waskow and Robb Burlage. "There's no future in that", they replied. My application was denied.
Occasionally I dropped into the national office of SDS (Students for a Democratic Society), which was near the TORCH and UTC offices. There I learned that Heather Booth and Naomi Weisstein were teaching a course on women at a Free School (i.e. non-credit, no tuition) at the University of Chicago campus. I made the last class, and heard Jane Adams talk about the forthcoming National Conference for a New Politics which was going to nominate an alternative Presidential ticket. We should run a workshop on women, I said. Jane liked the idea and organized two meetings of New Left women to talk about it. They didn't like it. I hitched to New York where I broached the possibility to women at the Fifth Avenue Peace Parade Committee and other anti-war organizations. They acknowledged that women had problems, but weren't ready to devote energy to solving them. We were in the middle of a horrid war; because men could be drafted, men had more important problems.
Lefties from all over the country came to Chicago for the NCNP conference over Labor Day weekend in 1967. They were a motley collection of old guard SDSers, peace activists, black power proponents and others who wanted to use electoral politics as a forum for protest. I went there not knowing what to expect and found a woman's workshop on the program! Barbara Likan had had the same idea I had but took a more direct route. She convinced the conference organizers to have a woman's workshop by offering the services of her good friend Madeline Murray O'Hare to chair it. O'Hare was famous as the plaintiff in the Supreme Court ruling removing prayer from the public schools. A devoted atheist, she had never shown much interest in women, but, after all, she was a celebrity; that was enough to entice the men.
Black Power was at its zenith; the conference was segregated by mutual agreement. Blacks met with blacks. Whites met with whites. Sometimes they met together. The thirty to forty women who voted to keep the men out of our workshop merely followed suit. We met every day and hammered out a resolution to put before the plenary. By today's standards, it wasn't very radical -- equal pay for equal work, abortion on demand -- but in those days it seemed very daring. None of the New Left women I had met earlier in the summer came. Ti-Grace Atkinson from New York appeared, to talk about NOW, but no one paid her much attention.
Five of us went to the Resolutions Committee only to be told that just one resolution from women would be accepted, and one had already been submitted by Women's Strike for Peace, whose distinguished representatives had not attended our workshop. The Chair told us to combine them. The fact that WSP's was about peace, not women, was not relevant. It began: "We women take our stand on the side of life." While O'Hare went to talk to them, I took a short nap, thinking she could take care of matters. When she returned with a resolution that was the WSP's, with a couple points from ours added onto the end, we got into a shouting match. I said I'd submit our original one as a minority report. She told me I was "stupid, pig-headed, an obstructionist and a Trotskyist". I walked out. On my way I ran into Shulamith Firestone, future author of The Dialectic of Sex: The Case for Feminist Revolution.⁷ Shulie had said little during the four days of debate, but what she did say had stuck in my mind.
Shulie didn't believe what I told her and went to find out for herself. She returned madder than I was. Since O'Hare had conveniently lost the only copy of the workshop resolution, we stayed up all night writing our own minority report. The more we talked, the more we wrote, the more radical it got. By the time we were ready to type the stencil for the mimeograph machine we were both exhausted. Fortunately, the nice young man who set type for the TORCH came by around 4:00 a.m. and typed it for us.
We waited all day for the women's resolution to be put on the floor, passing our minority report around, recruiting support, and preparing for a floor fight. When the time came, four of us were standing at the microphones, our hands raised to move a substitute. After reading the resolution, meeting chair William Pepper recognized none of us. "All in favor, all opposed, motion passed", he said. "Next resolution." As we stood there in shock, a young man pushed his way in front of us. He was instantly recognized by the chair. Turning to face the crowded room he said, "Ladies and Gentlemen, I want to speak for the forgotten American, the American Indian." Infuriated, we rushed the podium, where the men only laughed at our outrage. When Shulie reached Pepper, he literally patted her on the head. "Cool down, little girl", he said. "We have more important things to do here than talk about women's problems."
Shulie didn't cool down and neither did I. We didn't have a list of those attending the NCNP women's workshop, but I had one from the summer meetings. I invited everyone to my apartment on the Near West Side of Chicago where Shulie and I told them what had happened. The other women responded to our rage. We continued to meet almost weekly, for seven months, usually at my apartment. But we didn't know what to do. We were all action oriented, but we didn't have the resources to do the usual political things like call a march, demonstration or even a conference. So we talked. And we wrote.
Most of the women at these early meetings had some affiliation with SDS, and had been discussing the role of women in the movement for a couple of years. Only the previous summer an SDS national conference had passed a resolution calling for women's full participation. But the men regularly ridiculed them and nothing happened. In the fall of 1964 two SNCC women, Casey Hayden and Mary King, had written "A Kind of Memo" on women in the (civil rights) movement which had circulated widely even before publication in a movement magazine in 1966.⁸ But despite all this talk, nothing had happened.
While we talked, I was looking for a job. My UTC fellowship at the TORCH had expired; it was time to decide what to do with my life. I pursued journalism and photography for a few months, but was turned down by all the major papers. At my one interview, with the Chicago Sun-Times, I was bluntly told that very few women were hired because "women can't cover riots." My application to teach public school was turned down because of my arrest record, as were other positions where that question was asked. Several employment agencies gave me a "computer programmer aptitude" test, on which I scored high, but the employers said they only hired women who had majored in math. Want adds listed jobs separately by sex; when I called the ones under "men" whoever answered the phone was very surprised, and not interested. I finally found a job under "women" as an Assistant Editor for Modern Hospital magazine, where my task was to rewrite submitted articles to make them publishable. There were four publications in that office, each with its own staff. I learned that I was already bumping the ceiling for women. Men started as Associate Editors and went up. Women ended as Associate Editors, but only after years in the trenches. No matter how hard I worked, I had only one promotion to go. There was no future in this. Having heard that merit was the only thing that mattered in academia, I decided to apply to graduate school in Political Science at the University of Chicago.
At the end of the October 1967, Shulie moved to New York, where Staughton Lynd had told her to look up Pam Allen.⁹ Together they went to meetings -- anti-war, SDS, anything they could find -- looking for recruits. Later that fall they formed New York Radical Women. Among their early recruits were Anne Koedt, who was to write some of the most important early pamphlets,¹⁰ and Robin Morgan who published the first commercial compilation of movement pamphlets.¹¹ Others included Kathie Amatniek, Carol Hanish, Peggy Dobbins, and Rosalyn Baxandall.
In Chicago, two or three dozen women attended meetings of what became known as the Westside group. The regulars included Heather Booth, Vivian Rothstein, Evelyn Goldfield, Naomi Weisstein, Sue Munaker, Sara Evans Boyte, Amy Kesselman, Fran Rominsky and Laya Firestone (Shulie's sister). These women lived in the two neighborhoods in Chicago, Rogers Park to the north and Hyde Park to the South, which had concentrations of radicals. By the end of 1967 two more women's groups had formed in each of these. Sue Munaker and Heather Booth also helped form the undergraduate Women's Radical Action Project (WRAP) at the University of Chicago, where one worked and the other was finishing her M.A.
All of us traveled. Air fare was cheap. Conferences were plentiful. People moved. Almost from the first meeting, members of the Westside group told their friends all over the country that something was happening. After Heather spoke to Marilyn Salzman Webb, a new group quickly formed in Washington, D.C., at the same Institute for Policy Studies that had told me only a few months previously that organizing women was a waste of time. After Kathie Amatniek visited Boston, her friend Nancy Hawley invited friends to dinner and organized a group there. Similar contacts resulted in the formation of groups of radical women in Berkeley, California and Madison, Wisconsin, and a lot of other big cities and university towns.
I later determined that in addition to Chicago, women in Toronto, Seattle, Detroit and Gainsville, Florida had started small groups independently of each other and in turn spread the word to others around them. Chicago birthed more new groups because it was a New Left center and the Westside women were politically well connected. My impression was that Heather Booth was personally responsible for the formation of more early groups than any other single person, but all of us were missionaries.

On returning, I tried to reconnect with everyone. I asked about meetings, but they were very elusive. There weren't any meetings planned, I was told, despite talk of a national conference since January. I learned of a meeting to be held in Sandy Springs, Maryland in early August, where representatives from the growing groups could meet each other and plan a national conference for the fall, only when asked to contribute to the air fare of the two women selected (by whom ??) to represent Chicago. When I said I wanted to go, I was told there was no money available for me; others had already been chosen.
I stuck out my thumb and went. Heather Booth gave me $5 toward my expenses. At Sandy Springs I found the atmosphere so cold that I was unable to speak unless spoken to or asked. I was also silent at the larger conference held at a YMCA summer camp outside Chicago the following Thanksgiving weekend. Over 200 women came from all over the country. They talked about everything, publicly and privately. I said nothing in the workshops and meetings. The men in the FSM and the civil rights movements had not been able to shut me up. But the radical women silenced me.
I spent most of this first and only national conference asking women to fill out a questionnaire or submit to an interview on when, why and how they became interested in the women's liberation movement, for a possible Masters Thesis. Few were willing. Someone told me that a rumor was circulating that the information I gathered would be used by U.C. to screen out radicals applying for admission. Since the people who declined to be interviewed didn't tell me that to my face, I couldn't counter it. I traced the source back to a U.C. undergraduate who had told the chair of the Political Science Department that she wanted to do a paper on feminism. He told her to talk to me because I was already writing about it. I don't know if she wrote her term paper but she did kill my thesis topic -- at least for a couple more years.
That fall a Hyde Park woman, not previously involved in feminist activities, volunteered her house to be a women's center. She moved her personal possessions and those of her three kids upstairs and let any woman who needed it use the downstairs. This was one of the first such centers in the country. Some women met there regularly. I came occasionally. The regulars weren't the members of the Westside group who had locked me out of their activities, though some of these eventually joined.
By early 1969 the movement was taking off. SDS roused students at the U.C. to hold a lengthy sit-in in the administration building after Marlene Dixon, a popular professor, was fired by the Sociology Department.¹⁶ The undergraduate Women's Radical Action Project (WRAP) took advantage of this to publicize women's issues. It held one press conference in the building which it tried to restrict to women reporters and the men accompanying them. The unescorted male reporters angrily insisted that if they left, their female colleagues had to come with them but the women reporters held their ground. No one left. The press conference proceeded. My response to the sit-in was to burrow into the University archives to find out just how often women had been appointed to the faculty since the University was founded in 1892. There were so few in Sociology that I expanded my search to six departments -- the social sciences plus history -- to have enough to do.¹⁷
The sit-in stimulated lots of meetings all over campus. I spoke about my research at four of them. I particularly remember a Political Science colloquium where I informed our illustrious department that it had hired the first woman on any social science faculty -- for a one year appointment in 1893. It had also hired the fewest. She was the last woman to appear on a political science faculty roster in the history of the university. The following year the department offered a joint appointment to Suzanne Rudolph, then on the faculty of the undergraduate college. Her husband held an appointment in the graduate department. She was already a distinguished political scientist; many years later she became chair of the department. By then I had published my dissertation on The Politics of Women's Liberation, won a prize in 1975 for writing the best scholarly work on women and politics, and become an academic exile, unable to get a regular job in any political science department, any place in the country.
Prof. Rudolph asked me to go to the 1969 meeting of the American Political Science Association in New York over Labor Day weekend to participate in a panel on "Graduate Perspectives on Women in the Profession". I felt honored and not too perturbed that I would have to pay my own way. It seemed a great opportunity to publicize the women's liberation movement to another group of women. I could still hitchhike and, thanks to the movement, had lots of crash pads in New York.
I wasn't prepared for the alienation I felt. When I went to other panels I felt so completely lost and out of place that I found it very difficult to stay at the convention. It was more interesting to visit New York feminists. The two worlds were so different that I couldn't wear the same clothes, or be the same person, in both. I'd duck into the hotel bathroom and change into my suit or my jeans -- carried in a green Berkeley book bag -- depending on which direction I was heading. I did find other women energized by the idea of organizing women political scientists and hung around long enough to help them found the Women's Caucus for Political Science, but not long enough to get any feel for academic life or discourse.
At U.C., the sit-in prompted much talk and many meetings about Dixon's firing and the role of women at the University. The undergraduate women already had WRAP; the graduate students formed women's caucuses in the different departments. The University appointed a Committee on University Women (COUW) to look into allegations of sex discrimination and a Student Committee to advise it. I chaired the latter. There was a sizable generation gap in our understanding of women's problems. The faculty women, at least the ones on the Committee, seemed oblivious to the ones that seemed so obvious to us. They did fund a survey of students registering in the fall of 1969, which we hoped would probe the different experiences of women and men as well as their different perceptions, but they were only interested in perceptions of sex discrimination. Our study had a major gap in return rates because WRAP urged women not to fill out our questionnaire; our lowest return rate was from undergraduate women in the social sciences. The COUP wrote an official university report and I wrote a dissent. What we learned from the study, which the faculty Committee chose to ignore, was that women students had less interaction with and feedback from faculty than men students.¹⁸
I was energized by the sit-in, but not quite the way SDS organizers had in mind. During the weeks it lasted, I wrote or revised "The BITCH Manifesto",¹⁹ which Marlene edited and commented on for me; "The 51% Minority Group",²⁰ a compilation of economic statistics which sold well in pamphlet form before being published in Robin Morgan's book; and finished two term papers, both of which were soon published. One on sex-role socialization was reprinted fifteen times, mostly in sociology textbooks, before it became dated.²¹ The other, on sex discrimination in law and public policy, expanded to become my actual Master's Thesis, and contracted for publication in a law review.²² I also wrote "The New Feminists" for The Nation -- the only publication to respond positively to my many queries. It was reprinted in Japan.²³
During the sit-in I talked about my research to my fellow students, and in response to popular demand, agreed to teach a "free course" (no credit, no pay) in the Spring quarter. My archival research disclosed that decades before Sophonisba Preston Breckinridge had taught a course on women, law and economics. Although she held Ph.Ds in Political Science and Economics (1901) and a law degree (1904) from U. C., she never taught in any of these departments. She taught in the Department of Household Administration. I called my course the "Sophonisba Preston Breckinridge Memorial Course on the Legal and Economic Position of Women." To get a room I needed a professor to sponsor it. All the left-leaning men and every woman faculty member I asked turned me down. Finally, Don Scott, a very junior history professor in the undergraduate college, agreed to "front" the course. He made copies of the syllabus and some of the readings for us and gave independent studies credit to any student who needed it even though he had to read term papers to do this. U.C. didn't give him tenure, and probably didn't even give him credit for this extra work.
Out of developing departmental women's caucuses came the idea to organize a campus wide conference on women to start the 1969 fall quarter. I took on the job of co-ordinator, though the event was a group effort by the caucuses. The press contacts I made during the sit-in helped me publicize it. Our conference was packed. Students, and some faculty, presented panel discussions. Naomi Weisstein gave an inspiring keynote address, filmed by NBC. Women in the U.C. Judo Club put on a demonstration. The women judoka were late so I asked the NBC camera crew to bring the judo mats from the gym. They kindly did so, but grunted and groaned under the weight. After their demonstration, the four women rolled up the mats, niftily hoisted them onto their shoulders and walked out. I just loved the expression on the faces of the male camera crew as they watched these women do easily what they had only done with strain.
In 1969-70 women's liberation became a major media story. Without realizing it, I became a "source." Local reporters knew me from the sit-in and the conference; national reporters came mostly from New York where Robin Morgan had told them to talk to me. I hadn't allowed anyone covering the sit-in or the conference to quote me, but I had given the local press background reports on my research on women and on the new women's liberation movement and I did the same for the national press.
I set up meetings for visiting reporters to talk to the other women. I gave them names to phone for individual interviews. I told them I would only talk to them on background. But they had trouble getting others to say anything at all, let alone on the record. Women came to the group press interviews I arranged at the women's center but said virtually nothing, leaving me to break the lengthy silences. When no one else would talk to them I answered the reporters' questions, and was quoted and filmed.
The movement in general had an aversion to the press. They blamed it for negative coverage. They criticized anyone named in the press for being on an ego trip. As a former (minor league) reporter myself, I had no such aversion. I wanted to get our story out. I knew the press didn't always write what we wanted, but thought it was up to us to give them good information which would persuade them to view us positively. And I could see that at that point any publicity was good for the movement. No matter how negative the press reports were, the women who read them knew something was happening and looked for groups to join.
Chicago had a lot of talk shows; since they weren't national, they were hungry for local newsmakers. Once my name appeared in the newspapers I was asked to appear on many of them. I did do a couple, but the roar of "ego trip" was so loud that I stopped. To forestall movement criticism I once brought on three other women with me, without telling the host I intended to do this. He freaked when we all walked on stage and invited us to come back some other day, which never happened. Caught between my desire to get our message out and my vulnerability to personal attacks from my "sisters," I switched strategies. My academic advisor, Ted Lowi, was a hot item on the talk show circuit because he was articulate and loved to make controversial statements. Feminism was controversial. I watched his appearances and briefed him on the best answers. A quick study, he became one of our best propagandists. No one I knew attacked him for ego tripping.
By late fall I knew I had to leave the movement. No one in it wanted me to stay, or so it seemed. When I went to meetings some people literally moved away from me. My phone calls weren't returned. I didn't get mailings. Everything I did or said was ignored or criticized. I felt like I didn't exist. I heard that a city-wide organization was being formed, but no would tell me when or where the organizing talks were being held. This deliberate isolation was a very different experience from any I had had in previous political groups. I had been at odds with the radical faction in the Free Speech Movement, but that was a political fight; we challenged each others' strategies, not our worth as human beings. As a white female in the mostly black and male civil rights movement I wasn't "one of the boys", but I never doubted that I was one of "us," not "them." Yet, among the radical women of Chicago I was a pariah. Worst, no one would tell me why. I heard allusions to being "too male" and an "elitist", but didn't know what these meant. Nothing I did or said was specifically criticized; indeed no one said anything to my face at all though I heard of things "other" people had said. I asked Naomi what was going on and she said I was being trashed. Behind the scenes the rumor mills ran wild with accusations. No one wanted to be seen near me. I asked her to help me conquer this and she said no; if she tried to defend me she would be attacked.²⁴

As 1969 ended I "dropped out." I did this very quietly. I didn't make an announcement or write a letter or publish a manifesto. I simply stopped going to the women's center. Nothing happened. It was as though half my life disappeared. The people I had seen regularly, and talked to when possible, simply weren't there anymore. When I didn't take the initiative, contact ceased. Since all my life apart from going to class and the library had been devoted to the movement, this left a major void.
Although I left the movement, it didn't leave me. Being a feminist was too much a part of my core identity. I couldn't stay in and I couldn't get out. Being trashed by feminists preyed upon my mind; wondering why was a minor obsession, a constant background noise that interfered with everything else. Thoughts about trashing woke me in the middle of the night, causing a semi-permanent sleep disorder. I tried to take evasive action by doing feminist work in other places, but nothing seemed to help. With other graduate women who had worked on the 1969 fall conference, I organized a University Women's Association. Despite its pretentious name, it never became the mass membership organization we envisioned. The core of UWA shrunk to myself and Hilda Smith, a founder of the graduate History Women's Caucus and the national Coordinating Committee of Women in the Historical Profession. Our functions were largely bringing feminist speakers to campus and organizing receptions for them to talk to students afterwards.
That year I lived in a walk-up apartment with two other women, one of whom thought only of her boyfriend and how to keep him happy. The other organized illegal abortions by bringing together women in need with willing doctors who did saline injections. Since each took several hours, my roommate took care of the women until the fetus was expelled. I avoided this because I was too public a person. With memories of HUAC inquisitions embedded in my mind, I didn't want to know anything if the police, or anyone else, should ever ask. Once or twice a month I would return home to find the door barred so I could not enter. Fortunately, the Student Committee I chaired had a desk in an office, which meant I had a key to the building. Also fortunately, "ladies rooms" in those days still had beds in them in case the "ladies" became incapacitated. I spent a lot of nights on the "ladies room" bed in the basement of the social science building.
I was already a member of Chicago NOW, having helped start that chapter in August 1968. That summer I hitched to Washington D.C. to join the vigil in "Resurrection City" set up by the Poor People's Campaign on the Mall. While there I went to national NOW headquarters looking for names of Chicago feminists. What I found was a locked door. With a little persistence, I located Mary Eastwood, a lawyer in the Dept. of Justice who ran a skeletal operation in a tiny rented room after work. She introduced me to several other women, all federal employees, who helped her keep National NOW afloat and drafted legal briefs for sex discrimination cases in their spare time.
One of these was Catherine East, who, as Executive Secretary of the Citizens Advisory Council on the Status of Women, probably did more to nurture the new feminist movement than any other single person. From her office in the basement of the Department of Labor she mailed and phoned all over the country, putting people from the entire spectrum of the movement in touch with each other and feeding them useful information. Mary had no Chicago names for me, but eventually gave mine to Catherine Conroy, an organizer with the Communications Workers of America who had recently relocated from Milwaukee to Chicago. Catherine asked me and Nan Wood, owner of a small lab that manufactured radiation counters, to help her start a chapter. They made the phone calls and organized the meetings; I did the mailings and contributed some knowledge of publicity sources and networks in Chicago. When I joined NOW my main arena was still women's liberation.
I had kept my NOW membership a secret, to avoid condemnation for consorting with a reformist organization. Once I left women's liberation, I could be "out" about being a NOW member. I agreed to speak at NOW's national conference, held outside the Chicago airport in the Spring of 1970, and went to NOW pickets of the EEOC, the Chicago Tribune and men only bars and luncheon rooms. I liked the action, but not the meetings. I don't think that was a reflection on NOW, though the generation gap was palpable in our different ages, dress and lifestyles. It was more a consequence of my state of mind. It was also hard to get to the meetings because they were held downtown on weekday evenings. No one willingly rode the "el" late at night in those days, so when I couldn't find a ride I couldn't go.
I had made a few speeches, but with the great press blitz of 1969-70, invitations poured in. If I hadn't dropped out, I would have turned most of them down to avoid sisterly disapproval. Since this no longer mattered, I accepted speaking gigs pretty much any place anyone asked me to go; it was the only outlet for my missionary zeal. This way I could stay in touch with the movement, if not in Chicago at least in the rest of the country. I thought of myself as Freeman's flying feminist freak show, with a bag of lectures on different topics, a self defense demonstration, a suitcase full of books, buttons and pamphlets, and whatever else anyone wanted. I also felt like a fake; I was speaking about a movement that I was no longer a part of, except to talk about it.
Before 1970, I had only spoken in Chicago, mostly to community and university groups. Male ridicule was a frequent experience, but it just steeled me. After the press legitimated feminism as a trendy topic the range of invitations to speak expanded and the ridicule receded. I soon became a staple on the small college lecture circuit, especially women's colleges. In the next few years I think I spoke at every small Catholic Women's College in the Midwest, where I learned to appreciate the virtues of sex segregation. Underneath those habits those sisters were more radical than anyone in the Westside group had ever been -- at least when it came to women.
In front of an audience, as a featured speaker, I was fearless. I handled hecklers as though they were mere opponents in a friendly game. But as a face in the crowd I experienced an "allergic" reaction to women's groups -- all of them. A feeling of coldness would come over me; I withdrew and became distant. My mental image was of the Cheshire Cat in Alice, which faded except for its smile. I never smiled. As I sat in any group of women I felt all of me fade except for my eyes. I could observe; I could not participate. This was only a problem in women's groups. In mixed-sex groups I was as feisty as ever. I don't think any of my male political science colleagues ever thought I wasn't there.
I also developed a locational depression. When in Chicago, I felt lousy. When I left, I recovered. Between the speaking gigs and my appointment by the Twentieth Century Fund as the token student to a Commission on Women and Employment (recommended by Catherine East), I left Chicago once or twice a month, often to go to New York. My emotional state would rise and fall as I left or entered the city I lived in. In New York I could talk to other feminists. I particularly sought out Anne Koedt, who was one of the few founts of sanity in the movement. She too had been trashed, as had many others. In June of 1970, a bunch of us congregating at her apartment compared notes and realized how pervasive the personal attacks had been. We were all suffering as a result and most were leaving as well. We dubbed ourselves the "feminist refugees." Ti-Grace Atkinson was not there, but a statement attributed to her summed up our feelings: "Sisterhood is powerful," she said. "It kills sisters".
At Anne's I met Anselma Dell'Olio, who had given a speech about trashing, though not by name, at the Spring 1970 Second Congress to Unite (sic) Women.²⁵ She passed out copies and I sent the written version to the new Chicago Women's Liberation Union (CWLU) with a note affirming my support of her analysis. Although CWLU published Anselma's piece in its newsletter, I heard nothing from it or anyone else. Indeed, my only contact was a phone call from someone claiming to represent CWLU after I was one of four feminists profiled in an April 1970 issue of Newsweek which examined the new feminism. The profile featured a real mug shot, as bad a photo as any taken by the cops while booking me for civil rights arrests, and labeled me a "raging gut feminist." The CWLU caller offered neither congratulations nor commiseration. She called to inform me that the Union had decided to censure me for appearing in the press without its permission.
Even though it was a relief to learn that I was not the only target of feminist anger, knowledge alone did not provide much succor. What made the attacks on all of us so debilitating was the pervasive ideology of sisterhood. Because all women were supposed to be sisters, isolation and censure were particularly harsh, just as rejection by family is more painful than by roommates, colleagues or friends, let alone strangers. On some subconscious level we thought of the women's liberation movement as our true and proper home, unlike the predominantly male movements which we had serviced for so many years. We assumed acceptance and expected to create a community in which the talents male movements had not allowed us to use could flourish and we could be our real selves, not what the men wanted us to be. Instead we found ostracism without explanation. When our "sisters" didn't want us, we knew we would never have a home.
Although I never told this to anyone, I came to think of the women's liberation movement as a sorority, or more accurately a lot of sororities. Each group was very selective, pledging only those who would easily fit in. New recruits were "rushed," or sponsored, by an established member. If they didn't fit in they were squeezed out through isolation, but never told why. In college those of us who didn't pledge were called "GDIs" -- God Damned Independents. While the Greeks dominated student government, off campus political groups were populated by GDIs. In the women's liberation movement I was still a GDI; I could preach and practice feminism on my own, but could not be a "sister." This interpretation explained to me why trashing was less common (though not nonexistent) in NOW, as well as other groups which were more structured and more engaged in traditional political work. Joining NOW was more like joining an off campus political group; you didn't have to rush, you just had to pay your dues and work.
When Anne and Shulie were putting out the third and last issue of their compilations of movement papers, Notes from the Third Year, they asked me to write about trashing. I declined. I didn't want to wash the movement's dirty linen in public. I did offer to write about "The Tyranny of Structurelessness", which I hoped would shed some light on the problem without being an expose. By the time I finished the paper they had more copy than they could use, so I sent it elsewhere. Second Wave published it first; other publications did so later, not always with my permission or even copies of the publication.²⁶ Although I wrote it rapidly, motivated by my need to understand immediate events in a small population, it resonated with political activists everywhere. To this day, when I go to conferences, I run into people who have read it recently, often in other languages. It's probably the most famous article I've ever written; certainly the longest lived.

In the summer of 1970, I took advantage of a student charter flight to travel in Europe to visit the emerging feminist groups. Hilda Smith was researching her dissertation in London and had a spare bed. She introduced me to the British feminists, most of whom thought the American women were too domineering. After a couple of weeks, I stuck out my thumb and hitched north with a packet of feminist pamphlets on my back, eventually touring part of Scotland and all of Ireland while staying in youth hostels. I didn't find any feminists in either place; the latter was too locked up in the "troubles" of the North. I sailed to Belgium, where I found a couple of interested women.
In Holland I hit pay dirt. Women and younger lefty men had created the "dolleminas". On the other side of the generation gap, Joke Kool-Smit, a professor of languages at the University of Amsterdam, had organized the Dutch equivalent of NOW, known as Man/Vrouw/ Maatschappij. We hit it off. Sharing experiences and observations with the Dutch women illuminated some of the ways in which both custom and policy controlled women's actions that I had not been able to see up close in my own country. I left lots of American feminist pamphlets with them which Joke later wrote were influential to their thinking. In 1979 she arranged for me to speak at a major conference on sex discrimination at The Hague with my way paid by the U.S. Embassy. This was my one experience as a government agent.
I only passed through Germany, since I didn't speak German, and spent the next couple of weeks in Denmark, Norway and Sweden, where feminism was flourishing and pretty much everyone my age and younger spoke English. The Danish feminists called themselves Redstockings, after the New York group, but had their own feminist philosophy. The Swedish were very cool and distant. No one would talk to me without a formal introduction and an appointment. I didn't learn a great deal about the Swedish movement beyond the fact that they believed they didn't need one since they were so far ahead of everyone else in the "sex role" debate. In Norway, I found friends. I had written in advance to European women whose names were on the Vwlm mailing list. Siri Nylander Maeland had learned of our movement while in the U.S. in 1969. Now back in Norway she asked me speak at the University of Oslo the week classes started so local feminists could use the occasion to organize a mass movement. Of course I agreed.
That is why I was in Oslo on August 26, 1970 when American feminists were marching down Fifth Avenue in the first contemporary mass feminist demonstration. I told the Norwegians I needed to do something to commemorate the day and suggested picketing the American Embassy. "Nah," they said, "everyone does that. Hold a press conference. We need the publicity for your lecture." I had never done this before and was quite surprised when reporters from the numerous Norwegian papers and the one TV station crowded into a room to hear an obscure American feminist. I was even more surprised to see my mug on TV and in all those papers. I never understood why the Norwegians were so interested in our celebration of the day American women got universal suffrage. But going from hitchhiking student to visiting dignitary did require a psychic shift.
My lecture a few days later, given in a slow, measured, well articulated English I had taught myself while traveling, was a success. Elisabeth Helsing and her fellow feminist organizers did a marvelous job of putting it all together. Hundreds of people came; many joined. They called themselves Nyfeministene. New groups sprouted everywhere. Elisabeth and I corresponded for a while and then lost touch. I've often wondered how their movement fared, though when I read in the papers how many women are running their government, I know they did something right. I've never been back; but Norway will always hold a special place in my heart.²⁷
Back in Chicago, my locational depression returned. I felt I was hanging off the edge of a cliff by my fingertips. In early November I dropped off. The precipitant was a bad fall in my judo class which ripped the ligaments in my left shoulder. The pain was excruciating. I couldn't move my left arm. The clinic physician gave me Darvon for the pain. It made me high. Very high. When I started to rearrange the furniture in my apartment, I knew I had to stop taking that drug. When I did, I dropped like a rock.
Every morning I got up, sat in a chair and just stared into the corner of the living room as my mind raced and wandered, rerunning an old movie of my life. The mental cud I mostly chewed was my hitchhiking experiences, but I did not know why. When I went to class, I sat there without hearing. When I tried to read my books, nothing registered. After a week, I just stayed home in my chair. My roommate did not notice, or if she did, did not say anything. She continued to hold her regular dinner parties for her friends, to which I had never been invited, and did not comment that I now went to my room and not to the library while she entertained. Of course, no one else said anything either. Perhaps I hid it too well. Or perhaps no one noticed. Or perhaps no one cared. I don't know.
In December I said to myself, if I can't work (i.e. read or go to class), I might as well earn some money. The department stores were hiring extra help for the holidays; I became a dry cleaning clerk at Marshall Fields. That job was very good therapy; it gave me a place to go and things to do every day. It ended Christmas eve.
The day after Christmas Hilda Smith and I drove to Boston. Months before, she had organized a panel on the new feminist movement for the annual meeting of the American Historical Association, and asked Juliet Mitchell, Alice Rossi and myself to speak. Hilda is a good talker. I don't think she noticed that I said virtually nothing during our nonstop 20-hour drive. The depression had left me with insomnia, which was an asset in driving nonstop, and without any appetite, which kept my costs down. All I remember of the AHA convention is that several hundred people came to our session -- unusual for a scholarly panel -- and responded more like a revival than a professional meeting. But then what we had to say was new and unusual, though not very historical. Even the press were there. We were all in the news.
Shortly after I returned home I got a letter postmarked in Boston without a return address. It was addressed to "Jo Freeman (GUT FEMINIST) Doctoral Candidate, University of Chicago, Chicago, Illinois." Inside was a six page hand-written hate letter which concluded: "They ought to put your tits (if you got any) in a wringer and then kick your ass 100 times." A clerk at the University of Chicago, assigned the task of looking me up in the directory and forwarding this letter, had stamped on the envelope in bright red letters: "Please inform your correspondents of your correct address."

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¹ I have written a scholarly account of many of these events in the "The Origins of the Women's Liberation Movement". It was first published in the American Journal of Sociology, Vol. 78, No. 4, January 1973, pp. 792-811, later became chapter two of The Politics of Women's Liberation (New York, 1975: McKay, and was reprinted in eight textbooks that I know of. Although published first, it was based upon a longer work entitled "On the Origins of Social Movements", which I wrote in 1971 to fulfill the University of Chicago's requirements for my Ph.D. It was published in my anthology Social Movements of the Sixties and Seventies (New York: Longman, Inc. 1983, pp. 8-30), then reprinted a number of times, most recently as a "classic" in Seeing Ourselves: Classic, Contemporary, and Cross-Cultural Readings in Sociology, ed. by John J. Macionis and Nijole V. Benokraitis, Englewood Cliffs, N.J.: Prentice-Hall, 4th ed., 1997, pp. --. This chapter describes the personal experiences behind the scholarly analysis.

² I did have one woman teaching assistant, in Poli Sci 2 (comparative government). Laurel Eisner, née Weinstein, was good, but she dropped out of graduate school to go into social work. I ran into her twenty years later when we were both students at New York University School of Law.

³ This was the proper term in those days, so I use it here.

⁴ Flacks, Richard, Youth and Social Change , Chicago: Markham, 1971.

⁵ The paper was later published as "The Stresses of the White Female Worker in the Civil Rights Movement in the South" in 123:4 American Journal of Psychiatry, 1966, pp. 401-5. The footnotes clarify that it was based on interviews with women who sought psychiatric help because they had problems coping with life in the Mississippi summer project, not a random sample of female movement workers. A careful reading would dissuade someone from generalizing to the entire population of white female civil rights workers, but a casual reading would not.

⁶ This was written before the files of the Mississippi Sovereignty Commission were opened by order of a federal court. They disclosed that it was the MSC, not the FBI, that was responsible for the Jackson Daily News editorial.

⁷ New York: William Morrow. 1970.

⁸ Hayden, Casey, and Mary King, "Sex and Caste: A Kind of Memo," 10 Liberation, Part I, April, pp. 35-6, Part II, December, 1966.

⁹ Pam later wrote a major pamphlet called Free Space: A Perspective on the Small groups in Women's Liberation, New York: Times Change, 1970. A short version was published in Notes from the Third Year and reprinted in Radical Feminism, 1973, pp. 271-279.

¹⁰ Three of these were reprinted in Radical Feminism, ed. by Anne Koedt, Ellen Levine, and Anita Rapone, New York: Quadrangle, 1973.

¹¹ Robin Morgan, ed., Sisterhood is Powerful: An Anthology of Writings from the Women's Liberation Movement, New York: Vintage, 1970.

¹² Author's files. It was reprinted in New Left Notes, November 13, 1967, as "Chicago Women Form Liberation Group".

¹³ I learned these things years later by reading Sara Evans' Personal Politics: The roots of Women's Liberation in the Civil Rights Movement & The New Left, New York: Knopf, 1979.

¹⁴ Ware, Celestine, Woman Power: The Movement for Women's Liberation, New York: A Tower Public Affairs Book, 1970.

¹⁵ One example is "A Woman is a Sometime Thing or Cornering Capitalism by Removing 51% of its Commodities" by A Collective Effort, Evelyn Goldfield, Sue Munaker, Naomi Weisstein. A footnote at the end thanks "the Chicago Writing Group which besides ourselves includes Heather Booth, Amy Kesselman, and Fran Rominsky and with discussions with our sisters from across the country." These women were six of the nine regulars in the Westside group, but none ever told me they were part of a writing group. I didn't know this article existed until years after it was published in Priscilla Long, ed., The New Left: A Collection of Essays, Boston: Porter Sargent, 1969.

¹⁶ Those who participated in the sit-in were mostly undergraduates, as were the members of SDS. Undergraduates at the University of Chicago have their own small College, in a University composed primarily of several professional schools and three graduate divisions. Thus U.C. is atypical of American universities for whom undergraduates are the bulk of the student body.

¹⁷ "Women on the Social Science Faculties Since 1892" at the University of Chicago, in Discrimination Against Women, Hearings before the Special Subcommittee on Education of the House Committee on Education and Labor, on Section 805 of H.R. 16098, held in Washington, D.C. in June and July 1970, Washington, D.C.: U.S. Government Printing Office, 1971, pp. 994-1003.

¹⁸ "General Dissent" to The Report of the Committee on University Women at the University of Chicago, Spring 1970. Reprinted in: School Review, Vol. 79, No. 1, November 1970, pp. 115-118. The results of our questionnaire are described in "How to Discriminate Against Women Without Really Trying" in Women: A Feminist Perspective ed. by Jo Freeman, Mayfield Publishing Company: Palo Alto, California, 1st ed. 1975, pp. 194-208, 2nd ed. 1979, pp. 217-232.

¹⁹ "The BITCH Manifesto", Notes from the Second Year ed. by Shulamith Firestone and Anne Koedt, 1970. Reprinted in: Masculine/Feminine ed. by Betty and Theodore Roszak, New York: Harper & Row, 1969. Radical Feminism ed. by Anne Koedt, Ellen Levine and Anita Rapone, New York: Quadrangle, 1973, p. 50.

²⁰ "The 51% Minority Group: A Statistical Essay" in Sisterhood is Powerful ed. by Robin Morgan. New York: Random House, 1970, pp. 37-46.

²¹ "The Social Construction of the Second Sex" in Roles Women Play: Readings Towards Women's Liberation ed. by Michele Garskof. Belmont, California: Brooks/Cole, 1971, pp. 123-41, and many other places.

²² The published version was "The Legal Basis of the Sexual Caste System", Valparaiso University Law Review, Vol. 5, No. 2, Spring 1971, pp. 203-236.

²³ "The New Feminists", The Nation, Vol. 208, No. 8, February 24, 1969, p. 241. Translated and reprinted in Fujinkoron, a Japanese women's magazine, July 1969, p. 239. My query letter was turned down by The Progressive and The New Republic, and others that I don't remember. The Nation not only responded positively, but five years later asked me to write a sequel. I learned many years later that this magazine had regularly published stories about women's activism throughout its long history. Indeed its chief editor, and eventually owner, for most of the post suffrage era was Freda Kirchwey.

²⁴ Although I questioned Naomi's decision to stay silent at the time, an analogous personal experience convinced me she was right. The next year the Political Science Dept. named a new chairman who was not popular with the students. Their badmouthing of him reminded me a great deal of the movement rumors I had heard about myself -- long on labels and short on specifics. I decided to defend him and questioned the basis of my fellow students' evaluations. As Naomi could have predicted, my refusal to go along with the consensus did not lead to a reexamination of their negative assessment, as one would have hoped from incipient social scientists, but in my being mildly stigmatized for the absurdity of saying the new chair might be OK.

²⁵ Anselma Dell'Olio, "Divisiveness and Self-Destruction in the Women's Movement"; also printed as a sidebar to Joreen, "Trashing: The Dark Side of Sisterhood", Ms., April 1976, pp. 49-51, 92-98. The pervasiveness of trashing was confirmed by the overwhelming amount of mail Ms. received in response to the publication of these two articles, a large sample of which was printed in a later issue.

²⁶ "The Tyranny of Structurelessness", The Second Wave, Vol. 2. No. 1, 1972, p. 20; Berkeley Journal of Sociology, Vol. 17, 1972-73, pp. 151-165; Radical Feminism ed. by Anne Koedt, Ellen Levine and Anita Rapone, New York: Quadrangle, 1973, p. 285; Women in Politics ed. by Jane Jacquette, New York: John Wiley and Sons, 1974, pp. 202-214. Revised version published in Ms., July 1973, p. 76. These are the places that asked my permission to publish or reprint it; the others did so on their own. It was 1975 before I could write about trashing, and even then I published it reluctantly. "Trashing: The Dark Side of Sisterhood", Ms., April 1976, pp. 49-51, 92-98, received more letters than anything else Ms. had published to that time. It printed a sample of these in a later issue.

²⁷ In 1996 Elisabeth Lonnå published a history of Norweigan women since 1913 in which my visit is discussed on pp. 230-4. Stolthet og Kvinnekamp: Norsk Kinnesakforenings Historie Fra 1913, Osla, Norway: Gyldendal Norsk Forlag, 1996.

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